my days are filled with saddness
my nights are filled with lonelyness
why can't i find the happiness i deserve
i am so tired of crying and hurting inside
all i want is a friend i can talk to
know one understands i was trying my best
to be what he wanted me to be
not knowing it was going to end up
like this
today was very sad and all i did was think about him
but tonight will only be worse cause there are things here that remind me of him
i can't throw them away even though i tried
all the love i feel inside has turned into hate
i never wanted to feel
why can't he see that i truely did love him
why couldn't he truely love me
what is wrong with me
why doesn't anyone want to love me
am i that bad of a person
that know one really wants to know the real me
they only want me to be
what they want me to be
why can't i just be the real me
so that everyone can see who i really am
not what they think i should be
cause this is the real me

That's kinda sad

Wow. I am feeling this right now. So much emotion felt!

Great write. Sorry to hear about your situation.

thank you it will get better it has to i can't handle anymore of this crap