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Edited by
AngelLight
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Thu 06/26/08 07:56 AM
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Mother, it's so hard
to let you go. You know you have had a profound effect on me. What can I say or do today that will soothe me? You knew the truth but could never face it. You covered yourself in lies and could not find a way to open your eyes and deal with your madness. "Crazy" you are, "insane" you are not. You grieve your deep sorrow but never find relief because the pain does not cease when you won't go inside or try to see your own life as it is. Well, it is as it is. It is what it is. May you find release one day. May you find peace one day, I pray. Yes, I pray. You have always been Loved. JDS 06/26/08 |
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 Very nice, but sad!! I like it! Very well written!!
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Very nice, but sad!! I like it! Very well written!!
Ty deluxe, as always 
Ty Red, for reading and for the love. |
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{{{{CY}}}}...Ty for your heartfelt response. |
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I know how frustrating it is not to be able to help those we love work throught their frustrations and anger.
 We only ever want the best for them. All we can do is hope that someday they will see the light.
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I know how frustrating it is not to be able to help those we love work throught their frustrations and anger. We only ever want the best for them. All we can do is hope that someday they will see the light.
What you say is so true pkd. Ty for your comment and for your kindness...
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ahhh
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lovely and touched home
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lovely and touched home
Hi twilights...ty for the flower, and, it's nice to meet you... Hey there {{{tanya}}}...thanks for reading and commenting...hope you've had a good day
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Sometimes, we cannot help others find freedom from bonds they chose for themselves; we can only release them to be free - or not.
Excellent, as ever. |
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Sometimes, we cannot help others find freedom from bonds they chose for themselves; we can only release them to be free - or not. Excellent, as ever. Yes....
Ty for your input MG
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ohh
nice write angel |
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this is sad....I am sorry..
My mom is in the beginning stages of alshimers..... I'm loosing my mom..when I need her most....  
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this is sad....I am sorry.. My mom is in the beginning stages of alshimers..... I'm loosing my mom..when I need her most....
Ty {{{kc}}}
Zanne, I'm very sorry for your sadness as well; I know Alzheimer's Disease is a very painful way to lose a parent, particularly since in happens in stages. You and your family are in my prayers
It's funny, but no matter how old our parents get, we never seem to stop needing them....oh, the type of needs change, but the bond does not, whatever the circumstances. |
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this is sad....I am sorry.. My mom is in the beginning stages of alshimers..... I'm loosing my mom..when I need her most....
Ty {{{kc}}}
Zanne, I'm very sorry for your sadness as well; I know Alzheimer's Disease is a very painful way to lose a parent, particularly since in happens in stages. You and your family are in my prayers
It's funny, but no matter how old our parents get, we never seem to stop needing them....oh, the type of needs change, but the bond does not, whatever the circumstances. Idon't know what is worse..to watch physical or mental deteriation... with my background..I believe I could handle and care for her with physical..and with that it's clear cut.. Mentally with alll the jumping around..of seemingly normal days to horrible days is very difficult... The hardest part is I am at my weakest time of my life...so foreign to me....I am trying to keep from drowning myself...being a marine mom...I don't like it....sigh... but my mom and I can be having a wonderful conversation..then it changes..then it goes to her saying one minute..I am the only one with the problem of her memory loss...then it goes to her upset and fears of my son going to Iraq...then the fight begins...the things said to me are so hurtful..yet I understand her possition.....and mind....but.. regardless it's so hurtful...I remind her that I understand...but she is grandmom.....I am MOM....he is my SON... she doesn't have the ability to put herself second..... in her life time she won't remember things...BUT..I will....had a phone call so now i lost my thoughts..lol Pawpers have been siged at her doctors so we have the authority tonspeak with him.I will be making an appointment to let him know as she won't tell him what is happening.She doesstill know at this time... thank u for listening and understanding.....Angel...
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this is sad....I am sorry.. My mom is in the beginning stages of alshimers..... I'm loosing my mom..when I need her most....
Ty {{{kc}}}
Zanne, I'm very sorry for your sadness as well; I know Alzheimer's Disease is a very painful way to lose a parent, particularly since in happens in stages. You and your family are in my prayers
It's funny, but no matter how old our parents get, we never seem to stop needing them....oh, the type of needs change, but the bond does not, whatever the circumstances. Idon't know what is worse..to watch physical or mental deteriation... with my background..I believe I could handle and care for her with physical..and with that it's clear cut.. Mentally with alll the jumping around..of seemingly normal days to horrible days is very difficult... The hardest part is I am at my weakest time of my life...so foreign to me....I am trying to keep from drowning myself...being a marine mom...I don't like it....sigh... but my mom and I can be having a wonderful conversation..then it changes..then it goes to her saying one minute..I am the only one with the problem of her memory loss...then it goes to her upset and fears of my son going to Iraq...then the fight begins...the things said to me are so hurtful..yet I understand her possition.....and mind....but.. regardless it's so hurtful...I remind her that I understand...but she is grandmom.....I am MOM....he is my SON... she doesn't have the ability to put herself second..... in her life time she won't remember things...BUT..I will....had a phone call so now i lost my thoughts..lol Pawpers have been siged at her doctors so we have the authority tonspeak with him.I will be making an appointment to let him know as she won't tell him what is happening.She doesstill know at this time... thank u for listening and understanding.....Angel...
You're so welcome zanne....please, if u need support, just e-mail me, or perhaps i'll check in with you if you'd like....whatever is most comfortable for you
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this is sad....I am sorry.. My mom is in the beginning stages of alshimers..... I'm loosing my mom..when I need her most....
thank u Angel...
I will be in touch....not just with all the dreary stuff.. Right now I am such a struggle and many days don't have much to say to anyone....nothing person...just need to be with me....and think of were to start to get siyuations resolved that are in my control..and deal with the once I can't... Have a wonderful wkend..and thank u again..  
Ty {{{kc}}}
Zanne, I'm very sorry for your sadness as well; I know Alzheimer's Disease is a very painful way to lose a parent, particularly since in happens in stages. You and your family are in my prayers
It's funny, but no matter how old our parents get, we never seem to stop needing them....oh, the type of needs change, but the bond does not, whatever the circumstances. Idon't know what is worse..to watch physical or mental deteriation... with my background..I believe I could handle and care for her with physical..and with that it's clear cut.. Mentally with alll the jumping around..of seemingly normal days to horrible days is very difficult... The hardest part is I am at my weakest time of my life...so foreign to me....I am trying to keep from drowning myself...being a marine mom...I don't like it....sigh... but my mom and I can be having a wonderful conversation..then it changes..then it goes to her saying one minute..I am the only one with the problem of her memory loss...then it goes to her upset and fears of my son going to Iraq...then the fight begins...the things said to me are so hurtful..yet I understand her possition.....and mind....but.. regardless it's so hurtful...I remind her that I understand...but she is grandmom.....I am MOM....he is my SON... she doesn't have the ability to put herself second..... in her life time she won't remember things...BUT..I will....had a phone call so now i lost my thoughts..lol Pawpers have been siged at her doctors so we have the authority tonspeak with him.I will be making an appointment to let him know as she won't tell him what is happening.She doesstill know at this time... thank u for listening and understanding.....Angel...
You're so welcome zanne....please, if u need support, just e-mail me, or perhaps i'll check in with you if you'd like....whatever is most comfortable for you
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A very nice poem Angel and felt..
Many a parent here as everywhere has other old age fighting their presents or self abusives that they cannot stop doing..BUT that parent is who and why WE were even born. So in THAT we grow and feel their sufferings no-matter, their reasons. My dad was an abusive drunk,,no feelings for anyone not even himself..But when he about died he tried to be human,it was to late for all his children to EVER forgive him so he passed that away. And never to say I love you to a soul..AND we all NEVER felt that nor heard that from him.. I have never lost any sleep with knowing he did have his own type of love for us all at his last 5 years of living..But that ability to not say I LOVE YOU in him,,,MADE ME raise mine saying it ALWAYS,lol,,so through his bad as a parent he taught me never to abuse, or be a drunk, or not to tell another how you feel... When a group of words opens a heart and mind, then it should be seen as a one-of-a-kind.........lol
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