As I set here now since 2 am. I talk, and think of who I am.
Sharing stories of old and new. Still in search of one so true.
Fathers Day yet here I stay. I had thoughts of outdoors play.
Living, learning, day after day. With my heart still churning.
Simple man, nothing planned. Waiting for my love plane to land.
Looking for nice,thin and true, in a search, still on this perch
Hoping for kind and fun, and not always wanting to run.
Now after almost two years. Im still so full of my own fears.
I want a real love but its see-through here like a latex glove.
So cheapin my desire or re-light my fire. But im not for hire.
Who wants real, and who wants romance. Who just wants a thrill?
No sleep yet, no love in sight. Just here all day and night.
Please come save me from time gone buy. Come-on now don't cry.
Hear my thoughts feel up your carts with these left-over parts.
Wanting only to feel real love before my soul flys like a dove.
But I guess company to share is to much a task to dare.
So here I set in this hypnotic State. Forever waiting my fate.
Time, they say will tell. Just like a bottomless well.
Each will find their depth when they both have nothing left.
I never once thought I'd be here still. Just all my great will.
Living, loving, sharing, thats life. Not all this compairing.
But at the end of every road, a new path is told.
For many its where the streets are all made with gold.
And for some its just a life empty, alone, and cold.

i can relate

Thank you and its nice to have at least one person here knows this feeling..Have a great night...Terry

Very heartfelt and human Terry. Ty for sharing such depth. Yes, how we all long for what is ours in this life.

In God's time it will happen for you Brother Man!! Till then I share with you understanding and the love of one who cares.

Deep thoughts and well eritten!!!