I'm sorry Dad
It's not my fault
But I'll say it anyway
I'm sorry I couldn't be
The little boy you always longed for
You and mom dressed me in pink
Instead of in blue
Teddy bears and Barbie dolls were all I wanted
Not footballs
I guess that made you angry
You drowned your temper in the bottle
Moved on with your life
And took off to find happiness
How sad the story is
That little boy you wanted so bad
Never came to be
But you had a little girl
Who only dreamed of her fathers love
She hates fathers day
Always has
It's a knife to the heart
A sickening knot forms
Each year she apologizes
For something no one ever has
I'm sorry Dad
I'll never be your little boy
My love cannot ever be enough

So hear you on this one my dear! (((Tater)))
I have a hard time on fathers day because I was never good enough and because of the abuse as a child.

been there done that too except it was my mom who did that my dad just took off

may

it is so not fair,.. not to be loved,..