I stand upon this lonely shore
I look out on the tides
I see the ocean roaring in
Crashing on the rocks below
I see the ocean pulling back
Leaving finger trails of foam
I wonder if I jump down
Will I withstand the pull?
Could I survive the power crashing me against the rocks
Could I stand firm when it pulls back?
Then I ask would I want to?
Do I really want to continue to fight
Is it time I just give in?
I've been withstanding the push and pull for so long
Is it time to say enough is enough?
I realize as I'm thinking I don't even care anymore
I'm numb and I've already died inside
I slowy slip down the rocky cliff side
Dropping to stand with my back to its face
I watch the waves rush toward me
I feel them slamming me against the rocks
I feel the ocean pulling me out
Leaving bloody finger trails of foam
As I drift away from nothingness

Humm powerful girl but...........would it be worth no longer to have our kids to hold and to see the love within their eyes.

very powerful words