Topic: What is wrong with me?
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Tue 06/03/08 08:54 PM
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Are you kidding JT!



WAKE UP!

I
m outside your window
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Tue 06/03/08 08:54 PM

She chose him over me. I stuck by her through it all. She got mad when i questioned her not comming home for 3 days. and I remember the last time we talked, I called her a whore and a horrible person, she punched my head multiple times and said the reason I never loved you is because you're a ****ing idiot. I could always take the punches and all the hurtful things she said, but for some reason that time sticks in my head. If I was better maybe she would have loved me. I just want to be good enough. what do I have to do?


Don't cry over that woman, cry over the women you first met and loved. She will regret her ways..... best advice, be happy, she will not want to see you happy, she will hate any woman you are with if they are better looking than she is....

Be happy, show her that you are glad that she left, go buy something you wanted that makes you happy. My Ex got mad when I bought a Lexus and she had a $400 car, that drove her nuts.

You don't know how lucky you are right now........

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Tue 06/03/08 08:54 PM
:cry: :cry: :cry: rejected

kerbear73's photo
Tue 06/03/08 08:55 PM

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Are you kidding JT!



WAKE UP!

I
m outside your window
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You cannot get a divorce that fast, it wasn't legal:wink: laugh

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Tue 06/03/08 08:55 PM

:cry: :cry: :cry: rejected


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JTstrang's photo
Tue 06/03/08 08:56 PM
Kendra you are not rejected, you are too hot for me. you would be bored with me too quick.

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Tue 06/03/08 08:56 PM

my wife left in december, I probably am an asshole, and I can't deal with this ****. tomorrow was out wedding anniversary



I feel your pain. My 21st anniversary will be June 14th. He left October 9th. It sucks, but it will get better. You're on a dating site. Look around at all these beautiful and wonderful women in search of friendship, dating or marriage.
Be nice to yourself tomorrow and see if you can find a friend to hang out with. flowerforyou

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Tue 06/03/08 08:57 PM
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STILL>>>>>love love love love love

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Tue 06/03/08 09:02 PM
No woman wants an ageing punker, a divcorcee. I would love to find someone. if was done with college I would be in new york(where I have planned to move after college until I met her but now that I am finishing college I plan on it again.) but I just want someone who accepts that I try to be creative and that i want to be more that some asshole working a regular job. I want to be an asshole making something. I guess I want someone who will support my aspirations rather than keep me down. I just want to be loved for wierdo that I am.

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Tue 06/03/08 09:05 PM

No woman wants an ageing punker, a divcorcee. I would love to find someone. if was done with college I would be in new york(where I have planned to move after college until I met her but now that I am finishing college I plan on it again.) but I just want someone who accepts that I try to be creative and that i want to be more that some asshole working a regular job. I want to be an asshole making something. I guess I want someone who will support my aspirations rather than keep me down. I just want to be loved for wierdo that I am.





you know sometimes things are just out of your hands and sometimes you just have to keep your chin up through the hard times. Even when everything is bad and doesnt seem like its going to get better. When you lose something it always has a way of coming back to you in a different way


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Tue 06/03/08 09:11 PM
I just wish someone could love me. I just want to be good enough. I am tired of being useless and worthless.

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Tue 06/03/08 09:14 PM
Edited by kendrab90 on Tue 06/03/08 09:15 PM

I just wish someone could love me. I just want to be good enough. I am tired of being useless and worthless.




you are not useless and worthless just because it didn't last with one person don't exclude yourself from relationships altogether. Takes time to heal and one day you'll look back up and say i am ready. It's just you have to work past that rough time until you find were you were when you were happy. You have to be emotionally together to care for someone so never put yourself down.

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Tue 06/03/08 09:15 PM
You will be, you just have to invest in yourself. Not money wise, your confidence, and that will build up with time, You have a plan, stick to it. You are in a new better world and Women still do want aging punkers that are divorced. :smile:

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Tue 06/03/08 09:17 PM
you are worth so much nothing but good derves you


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JTstrang's photo
Tue 06/03/08 09:20 PM
I appreciate that, I just hate this. I just want to feel loved again. even if she was lying, at least I believed her and that was enough. maybe someday someone will lie to me like that again/

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Tue 06/03/08 09:20 PM
look>>>>Well its been building up inside of me
For oh I don't know how long
I don't know why
But I keep thinking
Something's bound to go wrong

But she looks in my eyes
And makes me realize
And she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright

Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby

I guess I should've kept my mouth shut
When I started to brag about my car
But I can't back down now because
I pushed the other guys too far

She makes me come alive
And makes me wanna drive
When she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright

Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby

She told me "Baby, when you race today
Just take along my love with you
And if you knew how much I loved you
Baby nothing could go wrong with you"

Oh what she does to me
When she makes love to me
And she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright

Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby



flowerforyou

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Tue 06/03/08 09:20 PM
when one thing falls apart it rebuilds itself


flowerforyou hang in there until it doesflowerforyou

BrotherO's photo
Tue 06/03/08 10:50 PM

when one thing falls apart it rebuilds itself


flowerforyou hang in there until it doesflowerforyou


Thank you for being a friend,Gurl!!!! happy

You know when someone feels like this, you have to be real careful what to say.

It is very hard to love yourself when you have given all your love away and it walks out the door. Been there, done that. Whatever you do, don't give anyone else your love until you have given yourself enough love to love someone else. Even your family. If they don't understand that you need to love yourself until you get better, later for them. Who knows, in a few months from now, you may be with someone better than the one that walked out or back with the one that walked out.

One thing, if you happened to run across another woman that you would be willing to give your life too, keep a little for yourself. After about 20 years, you will know that is the one you would give you life too.

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Tue 06/03/08 11:11 PM

maybe your just an a$$h### laugh


not cool noway

madamx7316's photo
Tue 06/03/08 11:12 PM

OMG...another pity party...


why is it a pity party when someone reaches out for help? noway ive no use for this behavior noway