She was a woman i loved in a very special way,
from the moment i woke untill the end of my day.
At one time she love me so much in the past,
i know it's my fault that it didn't last.
I wanted so much to love her the way she was meant to be,
but having a perfect woman like her frightened me.
I was scared to open up and give my heart away,
because of this fear hers started to stray.
I only realized when her love was competely gone,
that being afraid to love someone is so wrong.

I want so much to show her my love is really true,
but i keep saying to myself "she doesn't want you"
So i push myself everyday to keep moving on,
with the constant reminder why she is gone.

Very good brother.You're right. you can't let fear keep you from loving
someone.Otherwise It will and does tear you apart.

Steevie,,,
Don't let fear run your life,,
((Steevie)))

I have been through your pain, and tha is why or one reason I
came here, to JSH, to help others, so maybe they would not go through
lifes hurt, or not see the HURT, coming at them..
The song, says it all, ( You never know what ya have til its
gone), and that is a sad lession in life, but so very TRUE!!!
Hope your pain and your heart repairs quickly and Welcome to this
Site...

Yeah i know.....the pain goes away, I lessons learned. Its a once in a
life time mistake. I guess i just got a little depressed being
valentines day and all.

Stev, dude we all get there and go there,
So don't think we don't get sad...
I wish our brains were like these damm computers and then we could just
simply BLOCK the memories and the pains,,,lol

Im working on that!!