Tell me just why
You controll me
Playing these games
For all to see

You took advantage
Then made me cry
Somehow I allowed it
Now I'm wondering why

My dad abused me
When I was a kid
Now the cycle's repeating
With all you did

You played hard to get
That got my attention
Now I'm wishing for
Divine intervention

You appeal to my heart
Strumming it's strings
Somehow I fell prey
To these treacherous things

Very sad, very true. I pray this did not happen to you, but my guess it is so. Sometimes, people just have no clue how much their old abuses follow them around. Yet another reason it took me years to try this dating stuff again. God bless you, pull yourself out of it, learn, move forward!!

Thanks SK and you're right it did happen to me and recently. Just broke it off Monday and oddly enough I don't miss him.

people suck sometimes
i am sorry this happened but, if he found it so easy to this then he did not deserve you anyway

Thanks {{{{KC}}}}
The funny thing is I saw it happening and I allowed it and that is what pisses me off.

Hugs sweetie,,

hugs sweetie

((((((Vickie)))))))

At times we must learn the hard way.


Humm mean on the relationship part.

I still say...keep your stronghold going and you will feel better for what you did. Take care of you.

nicely nailed!!!

{{{{MY FRIENDS}}}}


Lauri... nailed but not to the cross as that is not for me

there is a treacherous
for each and every one of us
travel hazardous roads
trust your judgement
there are many preparations
before winter comes

learn to read this map
as you can see
there are many safe and
pleasant routes home
to family and friends



(((V)))

Tis my friends
keeps me coming back
without each of you
my heart would severely lack

You have given of yourself
sharing a bit of heart
for this I truly thank you
and hope we never part

(((H)))

(((V)))

Some of us have a direction led by hurricane.
Never getting away from life’s persistent swales can swallow
the thirst for love when you KNOW there could be pain.
Love eats cowards for breakfast like heart-shaped dollar pancakes.
Proud as compassion can be, there are no true pathways away from
mistakes.
Earn your trust first to get & give the best with this one, and

try not to burst; (the worst scenario) leaves you feeling numb.
Fear is only a mask for curiosity to be shown when passionate about
something alluring.
Don't play with emotions of chaos, for despair is what you will be
procuring.
You FALL in love and STEP in lust, one is company to lies and
the other comes with trust.
Benign approaching what gift she brings, if only I new then
how much I would miss the song she sings.
What lesson could be more rigidly learned,
play with loves fire and sometimes you get burned.

((((Kimba)))) thank you my friend!

What a way with words you have and a track to my heart they have taken... you are a blessing to me!

Strong women survive and learn, you are indeed a strong woman

For EVERY time something happens to us all.
We hurt, cry, fall. But we always at the end. Stand Tall!!!!!

And YOU will ALWAYS stand TALL in my eyes....

Thank you my friends... you will never know how much your words and thought mean to me!!

{{{{{Terry}}}}}
(((Gaia)))