Topic: -Projection-
Gaia_Moonchilde's photo
Fri 05/23/08 02:33 PM

A sandwich grabbed quickly
Hardly even tasted as it is practically swallowed whole
Looking up, out the window
Sun shines brightly but the wind is touched with cold
Mind wanders from the task at hand
As time slips away like grains of sand
I rise now wandering about my room
Trailing my fingers softly over the piano keys
Fussing with this
Fussing with that
Never really settling, just wandering from thing to thing
Unrest is in my soul, wary now, looking, waiting
For the other shoe to drop, for the bomb to fall
Waiting ,looking..on edge
It will come as it always does
Something to mar the perfection of my soul
Just a ripple is all it will take
Old behavior this I know
But oh so hard to let go
Questioning every thing once again
Waiting for it to end
As it always does
Needing something, a word, a phrase
An action, a gesture..something to snap me from this state
Make me realize its simply just projection
This expectation..of failure
Just a word, a phrase, an action a simple gesture
Is all it will take..as I stand here now and wait

MirrorMirror's photo
Fri 05/23/08 02:39 PM
flowerforyou good jobflowerforyou

LAMom's photo
Fri 05/23/08 02:40 PM
My Daughter, My Friend, My Angel
Within my Soul you Live
Circle of Life, there is no end
Within my Heart you Grow

Fly my Angel.. Soar the skies
Release the glory.. that thrives inside
Live for the Present, Live for the future
Fly My Angel.. Fly with me

My promise to you upon this day
Unconditional Love I give to thee
Your a Treasure beyond words you see
Ohhh your Beauty amazes me

Long ago you guide me
Lifted my Soul and set me free
Fly the Skies for me my Angel
Release the passion within your Soul

Shine your light,,, follow your dreams
Listen closely you will see
Take my hand lets walk a bit
Footprints of Life...You have left for me
Phenomenal you see,, Your my Everything


Just needed to remind you of How much I love and adore the women you are,,, I love you :heart:

Gaia_Moonchilde's photo
Fri 05/23/08 02:42 PM

My Daughter, My Friend, My Angel
Within my Soul you Live
Circle of Life, there is no end
Within my Heart you Grow

Fly my Angel.. Soar the skies
Release the glory.. that thrives inside
Live for the Present, Live for the future
Fly My Angel.. Fly with me

My promise to you upon this day
Unconditional Love I give to thee
Your a Treasure beyond words you see
Ohhh your Beauty amazes me

Long ago you guide me
Lifted my Soul and set me free
Fly the Skies for me my Angel
Release the passion within your Soul

Shine your light,,, follow your dreams
Listen closely you will see
Take my hand lets walk a bit
Footprints of Life...You have left for me
Phenomenal you see,, Your my Everything


Just needed to remind you of How much I love and adore the women you are,,, I love you :heart:


Thank you Momma, I love you too:heart: No worries all is well in my small universe

Differentkindofwench's photo
Fri 05/23/08 11:01 PM
Old habits die hard. I've been prowling n pacing 4 the last 2 days....