I thought a little too much last night
So tired ,I felt I was in a dream,without
ever closing my eyes
I felt alone and isolated,jealous,replaced
and oh so jaded
but it's just as bad,when you are left behind
Your haunting image is carried through like
a neverending thought
so deep inside,that simple words can not find
their way to make all of this be gone
and like a unforgivable obsession,here I'll
just give in to my depression
because forgiveness alone could never right the wrong

But still the same lost heart keeps beating,sad and
slowly constantly repeating,as if it has a thought
of it's own
Unlock these doors,don't make me wait for you anymore
though I broke you into hating me...I feel completely torn


I find myself just waiting for a chance,somewhere between
time and a memory hoping you will touch my hand..I remember
your beauty, how your eyes define such perfection.I wish I
could have kept you here,but it was me with no direction..and
now it's so beyond my hands,you seem to be the universe,and I'm
a small plot of land
So easy to look over,so easy to miss..as if one single memory
can't be recaptured in a kiss,I never thought I'd dream of someone as much as this..after all the time thats gone by,I miss
those perfect eyes.



But still the same lost heart keeps beating,sad and
slowly constantly repeating,as if it has a thought
of it's own
Unlock these doors,don't make me wait for you anymore
though I broke you into hating me...I feel completely torn