what happens when you find someone that you really like but you do something stupid and your relationship is done for! I feel so lonley but yet why do i manage to **** everything up. Over a year agao i lost my true love to a drunk driver and i never thought i would find some one that made me as happy as he did but when i found it i screwed everything up fearing the worst would happen before i could even give it a chance what am i going to do? Im so sick of not haveing someone and being alone and im even more tired of my family tring to find a date for me like they know whats best well if they knew what was best for me then why am i going on my second divorce to the person they wanted me to marry?!

dont know what to tell you , but cheer up , and God will help you girl ,

Take a break for a while and figure Your life out, better to be a lone for a short time than to be with the wrong one for a long time

Choose your mate, and don't set expectations from the one you did love upon them. Relax and live life.