I am tryign ot figure out where i belong in this world.. my heart is
turnign inside out, because i don't know who to love and who not to
love... my head feels like it's goign to explode... i just want to break
down and cry for no reason..no reason at all... if my best friends don't
understand me then who will... i just want to be held... by someone
anyone... i just want to cry.. i'm so confused that all i want to do is
break down and cry.. or break down and try to commit suicide and no one
ever knowing that i am dead or alive..

to the people that read this... i realy wish you could be ther for me..
and understand that when i wake up everyday.....i think that it's all t
he same bec' every day i get ethier ingored... laughed at..or pushed
around.. i don't want to life a life like this anymore..
someone...anyone please help me understand me...anyone...

You can always talk with people here. Once you have friends here you are
never alone. As for the talk of suicide, that is never a viable option.
There is always someone who will know, who will be be hurt and who will
miss you. Much better to get to know us here and have the friends you
need.

Girl there is always some one for someone... Im me some time i will be
there for you and be your friend!

life is never so bad that you should commit suicide. you may feel that
life isn't worth living for, but to tell you the truth it is. i have
been where you are and it is hard to believe that there is a reason for
living, but there really is. God has a plan for each and everyone of us.
it isn't an overnight change, but being on this site has helped me so
much. start posting on the threads and you will find that there are so
many wonderful people here. many who are hurting and in despair as you.
the more you post the more people get to know you and the happier you
feel. when i started on this site, i was so depressed and thought that
life sucked. now i have many wonderful friends and i know that i am
loved by many people. it helps having friends on here that don't judge
you, but like you for who you are and are willing to listen when you
have problems. please put the thoughts of suicide out of your mind. just
know, crying is a way of releasing stress and anger and it also cleanses
your soul. so if you need to cry then do so. you can email me anytime
and lay your burdens upon my shoulders. i pray that you will find many a
friends on here and that in time you will realize that you are cared
for deeply and loved.

di

Hon you are loved and wanted by people even if you may not see it now,
and things will get better for you as days go by , i don't know what
kind of turmoil you may have in your life at the moment but you know it
is all something we just have to get past to grow, please don't give up
hope ,thing's will get better for you if you will just give it time,stay
on-line here 24-7 if that is what it takes you will meet many people who
care for you e-mail me or I.M if you want someone to talk to i am here.

Hey girl...

We all have our highs and lows. Just remember this, that you are loved
and thought about even if it's not visible to you.
There's plenty of people out there who'd love to chat with you. If you
need an ear, I'll listen.

Keep your chin up!

I'm guessing you've been around some very negative people in your life,
some very bad influences, and they've left you with some scars. But
please understand, this does not reflect negatively on you, or the value
and potential of your own life!

You've opened up and expressed your feelings, and that's a good and
necessary first step. There are people here who are willing to listen,
and care, and offer whatever advice and direction they can. You see,
there are people here, good people, who are already offering to be your
friend, and they are very serious about it!

If you're willing to try, if you can get past the thoughts of giving up,
there are people who are willing to stand beside you and help you move
forward....

baby girl listen everyone goes through a period in there life where they
are trying to figure out where they belong but ive read some of ur work
and u have a beautiful soul there are so many people here who will be
there for u and will give u encouragement and even lift your spirits
please talk to them they know who they are and trust me they will find
you and talk to you because thats the kind of people they are if u need
someone to talk who has been in ur shoes im here

Angel, listen 1st off you are loved by many. They may not say it everday
but your friends, and family do love you, some unconditionally. You also
write so inspirational poetry.

Now that being saig WTF is this talk about suicide, girl you have to
much going on to live for. Your 18 and have a life of dreams and goals
ahead of you. Take one day at a time and you can make it.

Inch by inch it s a sinch, yard by yard, it s to damn hard.

To the world you are one person,but to one person you are the world

Angel, there are many of us that have been at one time in our life or
other that has felt your paing and had your thoughts. You see you know
as well as I do that you really don't want to go the route of suicide
you just at this time feel as if you are i a corner and no way out but
girl there is always a way out. Just learn to believe in yourself there
are others that will more than gladly be here for you as I would too all
ya have to do is e-mail us any of us would gladly talk to you. Believe
me no matter how hard things look in life now you can overcome those
things and get past them. Yes it takes time but life is worth the time.
My heart goes out to you for I do understand when life gets you down.
But ..... there is no greater fear to a parent but to know your child
feels this way I know I have been there with my son broke my heart to
know the thoughts were even there. But now he is very happy with life
and it can be the same for you just keep moving forward find things to
keep you busy that you enjoy doing.