Well, I find myself single again. I seperated from a woman i love, but just couldnt be with, because she had way way to many issues and mental problems.
I tried to make it work, we took a break then retried, but I still feel trapped and smothered, its some of my issues to that's causing the grief.
I just want to be happy and not have to feel depressed all the time, or have to worry all the time. I can't take it anymore I'm actually snapping, but I just thought I would post this, just so I could read it and know it's real. May God give me the strength and the words to continue with what I know in my heart is right.

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