It gets quiet at night. Well never really completely quiet... there is still the clicking of the clock and the hum of the aquarium pump. But when it is quiet enough, the thoughts in my head become louder. They pound in my head. And when I try to block them out, thats when the aching in my heart becomes stronger. That sick feeling in my stomach rises. I can no longer feel that connection with you anymore. The connection that use to make my heart race and pound. That connection that use to make my skin tingle. That connection that made me feel whole. Its gone. With every breath I try to quiet my heart and relax my stomach. Eventually enough time will pass and I will feel normal again.

tanya
4-30-08

Nice write.

I'm glad those days are long over for me.

ty