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it has been a very dark sad mellow blah day
you? |
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My day was ok
Did something happen? if you dont mind me asking |
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not one thing in particular just one of those days
felt like craweling into a corner and turning off the world ever have those |
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Yeah, I get like that at time
usually when my depperession acts up... |
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same here
turn off the light and embrace the darkness it holds you and allows you to be silent but at times I think I need days like today |
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But one to many may break a person....
Takng whats given is ok But looking for and provoking it wouldnt be the best, I think |
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I dont look for them or at least I do not think I do
I try not to provoke sometimes it just finds me but there are things that help me out of it |
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Do you mind me asking how it helps or what it helps with?
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It helps release the toxins in my mind
sometimes you just need to be sad or dark it reminds you why happiness is so wonderful |
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That is very true ^^
Wonderful and Rare ^^ |
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yes exactly
so did you talk to your older brother today |
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No, not today
but I will be seeing him tomorrow |
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does that bring you happiness
did you cook anything today? |
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I cant say it really brings happiness, but it is a nice thing ^^
I didnt cook today |
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did you do anything today that could have brought you happiness
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No...
I do not know what brings me happiness..... |
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I thought cooking did
you need to search inside yourself and find it |
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Cooking and Writing both keep me sane
But not exactly Happy.... I dont really know what does... |
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its a step if they keep you sane
you just may not have found what makes you happy yet but you will someday i thought I found happiness years ago but I had no clue til now what real happiness was |
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^^
It is something worth waiting to find out ^^ |
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