Topic: Santa Treaty (DeathsTreaty)
fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 07:19 PM
it has been a very dark sad mellow blah day


you?

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 07:28 PM
My day was ok


Did something happen?
if you dont mind me asking

fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 07:35 PM
not one thing in particular just one of those days

felt like craweling into a corner and turning off the world


ever have those

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 07:38 PM
Yeah, I get like that at time

usually when my depperession acts up...




fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 07:42 PM
same here

turn off the light and embrace the darkness it holds you and allows you to be silent

but at times I think I need days like today

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 07:45 PM
But one to many may break a person....



Takng whats given is ok

But looking for and provoking it wouldnt be the best, I think

fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 07:48 PM
I dont look for them or at least I do not think I do

I try not to provoke

sometimes it just finds me


but there are things that help me out of it

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 07:55 PM
Do you mind me asking how it helps or what it helps with?

fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 07:58 PM
It helps release the toxins in my mind

sometimes you just need to be sad or dark it reminds you why happiness is so wonderful

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:09 PM
That is very true ^^


Wonderful and Rare ^^

fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:11 PM
yes exactly

so did you talk to your older brother today

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:12 PM
No, not today

but I will be seeing him tomorrow

fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:13 PM
does that bring you happiness
did you cook anything today?

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:17 PM
I cant say it really brings happiness, but it is a nice thing ^^



I didnt cook today



fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:18 PM
did you do anything today that could have brought you happiness

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:19 PM
No...

I do not know what brings me happiness.....

fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:22 PM
I thought cooking did

you need to search inside yourself and find it

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:25 PM
Cooking and Writing both keep me sane

But not exactly Happy....


I dont really know what does...

fairycatcher31's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:32 PM
its a step if they keep you sane

you just may not have found what makes you happy yet

but you will someday

i thought I found happiness years ago but I had no clue til now what real happiness was

DeathsTreaty's photo
Mon 04/28/08 08:51 PM
^^


It is something worth waiting to find out ^^