I am ok now,

Wow. We're just that good, huh?

Isn't getting a license something to strive for?

yeah but i dont have a car, and i have nobody to help me to get a car

Where there's a will, there's a way. There's even rent-a-car.

i dont have insurance yet, and i am not capability to pass the written test

theeles08

I know where you are comming from. I have been shunned by many for my faith as even on here we read from the same book and see it totally different. But you must keep your head up high and believe. Yahweh has promiced he will not give you more than you can bear.What you are feeling maybe for you to feel something that only experience can feel.To hwere out of the blue you can relate to someone who is feeling like you are now. Hardships can be a blessing. Anything that is of any value takes alot of work.You believe but just do not understand why. Why is life like this.Pray to Yahweh and use his name Yahweh as you would any other person. But this does not mean you need to be on your knees. It is just talking to him in your head . He hears you. He will not forsake anyone who calls upon his name.g-d and l-rd are not names.Do what he says not what tradition has told you to do.You will be fine because Yahshua Yahweh's son. Has come for you and to listen. Things will be better.

May Yahweh Grant You The Shalom that Only He Can Give...Miles

its hard to let it go

Well first you have to decide you actually want to.

People study for the written test. Like I said, where there's a will, there's a way. If you want something bad enough, you will find a way to do it.

my good friend pain is part of the human condition. It always going to be there in one way or another.
You don't know how many time i have being in pain. The good thing about pain is that when we are able to see through it in a very objective manner. It makes us stronger.
Everything has its purpose. Pain's purpose is to teach us and make us stronger as human beings.
I don't know what your beliefs are, so i'm going to tell you this from my beliefs (not trying to preach or endoctrinate) have faith in God that is the friend who never leaves us. He is always there with us no matter what even when we don't believe in Him.
Be sure that I will be praying for u, so u can find the peace that u need so much.

From the bottom of my heart.

TLW

thanks, for the tips. my pain has gone to sleep.

Over the last 2 weeks this is what I have read or learned about you in various posts. Not in any order...

1. You want a girlfriend.
2. You want to go to college.
3. You want a license.
4. You want a vehicle.
5. You dream to be rich someday.

Those 5 are all positives which you need to focus on and take one day at a time to attain those goals one by one. Its not like there is a magic wand to make it happen. You have to bust your butt to get the things you want in life. So prioritize the most important thing. Then you think of ways to achieve that goal. Once that goal is accomplished. You move to the next goal. You will add things to your list over time.

The negative has to go in order to attain your goals you cannot be talking yourself out of it daily. Take a risk. You may make a mistake who cares you still learn from it. The only thing I see that you do wrong as we all do wrong is focus on the negative things or "what ifs" and not the positives and "what is". You cannot dream your life you must work for your life and live it and own it as your own.

all of those 5 things has been with me forever since when i was a freshman in high schol

Yes... high school is forever... so long.

i am currently a hs senior

Ahhhh four years is forever. Soooooooooo looooooooong.

Well then you are wasting time that you will never get back. Step up to the plate. Suprise everyone and hit one out of the park.

well its long for me

i know i cant get it back.