It took a fall :

It wasn't a slip nor trip that took me down..
It was nerves and worries from the past I couldn't change nor the future I couldn't control..

I thought my life was running smooth..till I closed my eyes n awoke to flashing lights then to darkness again..

I heard people crying as my hand felt pressure this was not a dream for the bright light cast no shadows nor images of people
just tears and pressure...

I was going strong..my kids were safe n sound in school that day that moment I laid down...

Something didn't feel right,,as I did my daily chore,,my gut was crying in pain as my legs were getting numb,,

Just as I closed my eyes I heard a pop,,, blood broke trough my outer skin,,my hands filled with red,, no ink pen was near as I raised my head to see,,what made me fall?? what kept me down??

That was almost a year ago as I awoke to see my sons cheeks covered in tears and my brother holding my hand,,

yes,, a scare to all,,mostly from me,,amazed they were , that I smiled when I opened my eyes!!

Today I live each moment,, I think of the past as I learn from my mistakes,, The future is every minute after the moment I can only control,,so I waste no breath,,nor wonder what will be,,
not even to plan just let it be,,

It will come as you open your eyes again,, yet,,
tend to what is important to you yes you,,

this very moment in time,, it's a gift a great one to have ,,

THE PRESENT!!


Paul S


MORAL-As I felt the pain n numbness my anerysum in my abdomin & femor artoria exploded ,,one I never knew I had!!

I made it through and now live moment by moment- the past are memories to learn or forget - you can't change it!

Oh my gosh so glad your here as I can relate the same thing happened to my sister 3yrs ago.She made it also and lives each day the same is you,they told us she would not make but through the grace of God she did.Thank you for sharing that it touched me a lot.And everyone should try do this and live each moment to the fullest,you never no when it can be taken

GOD BLESSED YOU and you have more yet to do. EACH day is a gift and to live to fully feel that gift is to realize, every minute of each day. That it can just GO A WAY
GLAD your here and cheers to YOU and YOUR family on being here living and loving each day...

((((( Paul )))))

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh My Lovely I have wondered so long on where you went,, I am so thankful and Blessed to know that you are okay,,, Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sweetie,,,

Love & Light

Now rest and we shall sit and catch up on things,,,

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