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Cheating what can I say .
I came from a bad relationship from young and finally came to end that relationship I went out with one of my friends one night and I met this guy whom I thought was the greatest man ever I'd never thought I would cheat or anything he would tell me that we was dating but we really was not he would go out behind my back meet other girls and just play with my mind emotionally tell me that he loves me one minute then next minute tell me I will never be anyone girlfriend but set aside that I loved this guy so much I would just strive hoping he will come around one day

We stared seeing each other when I was only 12 he was a little older I'm now 18 and we have finally broke up he pushed me so much that it got to the point where I could go out cheat just have a wild night out of the stress of someone you love not wanting you into it sounds as of it makes no sense but the more background to it and uno what I cheated because my mind got cheated and now he loves me I don't love him anymore 6 years for me to now have become a lesbian and feel men just cannot love and I sit hear with a ruin relationship life style because I'm scared of what someone can do to me emotionally because I love so hard so cheating and always from a bad angle some people get scared of what there partners are doing to the emotionally and cannot leave.

That's why I cheated.