Sadly sipping whiskeys it is way past twelve
Addin addies is risky but i hit a few rails
Misty eyes A silent cry inside louder than hell
Trying to crack through my facade
But this dam holds well
So I'll get high to get by and high five with dry eyes
Telling all these white lies while consuming all these white lines
An archetypical addled addict that rambles fanatic; it's tragic fighting am uphill battle with Xanax but losing to a crack habit
Too insignificant to kill myself but what's left to lose
So I selfishly hide in the shelter of my drug abuse
No wasting money so it's fine to reuse
Heroin needles in the sink and I'm given the boot
Haven't been high since the small town
Watching the sky to see if falls down
Waiting on the fallout

thanks all of you!!

yeah, emotional games suck

thanks!! wrote it at a coffee shop at a poetry slam

A smile is the beginning and end of me.
That's it, a simple sweet smile aimed softly at my heart.
Surely, purely a coincidence that smile.
From time before, a facsimile
It's intended use misread happily
A chance left, seconds thin
So I squeeze my eyes and leap
Trusting
This time I willingly fall
Alongside my butterflies and my churning hornets nest heart.
I land.
Safely
I am born.
As I breathe you in I'm reminded of how long I have been falling for you
How long I will adore you is immeasurable and indicative of near worship,
So smile
I am yours, til the end.