his

frustrated

Do you remember where it happened?

watering

time lost

cold

ummm actually I do drink myself....occasionally....I wouldn't date an alcoholic, no...I'm allergic to cigarette smoke or any kind of drugs...You should see the list of drugs I CAN'T take when I have surgery.... No I just cannot be around it personally and my mom is severely allergic to the point where she goes into antifalatic shock. Plus the fact that you seem to be jerk doesn't turn me on much either.

LOL to the above....I guess if you're putting your dogs, I might as well put my kitty cat

to the above comment ^^^^

lol *I'll buy a drink*

Okay, but same difference considering it's a channel I don't get, but I'll edit that...

Me 2 babe! TOTALLY! Christopher Meloni is HOT *SIZZLE*

I'm a plus size woman and it's weird cuz I actually know a lot of guys who like BBW...too bad they only wanna have sex with 'em. Guys are just plain assholes either way. Honey keep your chin up. If you ever wanna talk, don't be afraid to e-mail me. *hugz* *offers you a drink to get crappy guys outta your mind*

God be with you honey. I'm praying for your family *hugz*

I have a right to express my opinion

Thanks for your comments. I'm glad you like my writing. I wasn't sure if I should put it out there. Most of my writings are quite dark. I just randomly sat there and wrote those 3. It took me like 5 minutes. I love to write and have ever since my physical abilities/sports were taken from me because of my knee problems. Most of my writings are not written for me, but for others. Some are part of personal experience and partly for others who suffer worse than me. I have suffered severely, but I know there are others who suffer worse than I do. I just somehow always had the words to put to the pain somehow. Thank you again. The first two were true, but the last was partial truth and partial something I put in to make it worse. I tend to do that.

I know they're quite different TV series, but my neighbor introduced me to them. I've seen the entire OZ series, which freakin' rocks and I plan to own it. It brings up so many life issues and makes such great points. If you're too conservative or have issues with homosexuality it definitely won't be for you. But for anyone who's open and ready to see what the real prison world is like and to watch and learn, this series is definitely for you.

Now Dexter surprised me because I am NOT into blood, gore, or watching such things. I can't even watch CSI because it's too gory for me. But Dexter is somehow different. He's a sociopath who is also a great cop. It's really intriguing and so different from any series I've ever seen. I've only seen the first and second season because my neighbor says the third isn't out on DVD yet.

OZ was on HBO and Dexter was on Showtime, but Dexter was sometimes on regular cable because mom told me she caught it. That is why I had never heard of them. I've never had HBO or Showtime or any of those special channels. I'm glad my neighbor introduced me to the two because they really rock. I wish OZ wouldn't have ended and I can't wait to see more of Dexter.

Anyway, anyone else see either of these, and if so what did you think?

Westley

~Just Randomly Wrote These~
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Memoir

Sometimes I watch you down by the river.
The water sparkles in the sunset,
But you seem so distant, hollow, cold.
I wonder, pondering your existence,
As if questioning alone will give me answers.

The trees whisper your name,
But I cannot hear them.
The sun soaks up your rays,
And yet I stay behind in darkness.
I watch from a distance,
Unsure, maybe afraid.
Is it my own reflection I cannot face?

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Desire

Your slightest touch.
One breath.
My heart beats.
I cannot describe this yearning,
This unmistakable urge.
I need and I want.
I long, but it cannot be right.
Everything I love about him
I want to find in you.
But when I look into your eyes
All I see is a memory
From a past of another man,
One I believed I'd forgotten.
I was wrong.
I can't make love to you
Without wanting him.

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Souless

You took my heart,
Stabbed me in the dark.
I gave you my world,
And you turned it upside down.
Angry, with that bottle in your hand,
You struck out without realizing
That I wasn't even fighting.

So now I'm bruised,
Bleeding on your floor.
My body aches from
The wounds of before.
I don't know why
I'm still here.
It's a curse,
A sickness.
I can't let go
Because you still
Have the broken
Pieces of my
Shattered soul.

Will you be there
When I wake in the morning?
Or will you be gone?
It was just another apology
You've learned to fake
Along the way.
I take your lies
And I sit alone and cry.

This is not what love should be,
But I don't know how else
To live without you.
It's a damn disease,
Like killing myself,
Only you're the poison
That's destroying me.

I can't hide forever.
I can't protect you
All the time.
Someday someone will
Know the truth.
And then what will we do?
I guess we'll both truly lose.

This is the way it goes.
You took in my broken soul,
But you had a price too high to pay.

So now I'm bruised,
Bleeding on your floor.
My body aches from
The wounds of before.
I don't know why
I'm still here.
It's a curse,
A sickness.
I can't let go
Because you still
Have the broken
Pieces of my
Shattered soul...