congrats! You looked great anyway.

yay!

Thanks. I won't forget the pain that was caused. At least I was able to forgive the past. I know he couldn't be a true friend to me now and I certainly don't want anything more. I dealt with enough then and life has been drama free since. I like that

Robert- I'm not NEEDING a relationship- want one, yes. With him, no.

Here's what I meant by 'naturally': we were together for 3 years and engaged. He was going to be my IT. I loved him then with a passion so great I thought it would consume me. Love like that just doesn't go away. It has transformed moreso into caring I suppose- not the deepness of before.

--It has been almost 2 years since I have run into my ex, much less talk to him. When the relationship ended, there was A LOT of bad blood spilled between us both. --Recently he found me on a dating site, sent me an email saying hi, etc and we moved from sending emails to chatting on yahoo. Because of what happened between us - or rather what happened TO me -my parents, dad particularly, HATES him (would jeopordize his job just to wring his neck). --I have his phone number and gave him a ring while he was on break this morning. I'm a grown woman, but I am terrified my dad will find out and be so disappointed...well, mom would too, she's just a bit more understanding. --We're only talking and I don't have any of those goofy, giddy feelings towards him when we do talk, so a relationship again with him is the furthest thing from my mind right now. Naturally, I still love him despite what happened and have long forgiven (a little harder to just forget). --I am glad to get a chance to talk to him because I never...we never...had true closure. Should my guilty feelings be a warning sign or should I take up drinking now to get rid of them? Lol --I know we all lose interest on such long posts- my apologies. Not to mention I rambled terribly...but if anyone has any insight or words to help me sort through these messy feelings, I would appreciate it.

not again...

The wait makes the journey more worthwhile.

Romance please

great! Thanks. Clothes are not required. I'm not that formal.

I'm from alabama y'all! oh...and I need a second set of arms for pics.

eh, I'm beyond help

Just wanted to say hi! I've been following a lot of the posts here, but thought it was time for a more formal introduction

I think I come off too strong. I don't have a very good filter between my brain and mouth, so anything I feel just spills right out.

*giggles* good? What's that? bring on the ocean of holy water!

Saw it last Thursday.

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