When he talks nasty to you...and I do not mean that he is trying to get you excited...

I have posted on here before about a budding relationship.

I am educated and with a profession, and I met a cowboy. He spits, passes gas, burps, vomits, drinks, has no car and lives with a friend.. he is also very sexy and strong and a national bullriding champion.

He has broken his skull, neck, back, nose (3X), arms, hips, both legs, wrists, jaw and feet. Yet his body is the best I have ever seen.

He can not carry on an intellectual conversation with me. All he ever expresses is how much he loves me.

I have found out he has lied to me a dozen times about important things, things that matter ie children and incarceration.

He weeps in my arms telling me I am his salvation and the best thing that has ever happened to him.

He gives me orgasms, but not via intercourse, because he does not stay hard.

He drinks.

He made me love him, and I thought I could save him. 30 minutes ago, I took him to meet a woman who was gonna let us maybe rent out her house. We met over dinner. He dropped food down his shirt, he told vulgar jokes and then cackled at his non funny punchlines.

Inspite of all that I think I love him. He has nothing to offer me. I provide everything.

After the dinner I broke up with him. I told him I was embarrassed and horrified and I let him know how imperfect he is.

I feel like a gosh dam witch.

I before E except after C...and other dumbed down english rules that counteract that rule...