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Thu 06/26/08 05:49 AM
I am working 2 out of the 3 jobs today but my last day at one of them is Saturday .. Yeahhhhhhhh

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Thu 06/26/08 05:47 AM
Thank you for all the words of wisdom - I guess part of me thinks that I should not be with anyone else .. I feel bad that I gave my heart away many years ago and am not sure that I could ever give it to anyone completely .. I have moments that I think wow he let me go finally then it seems odd and you prob will think I am crazy but I swear everytime I feel like I can move forward I hear a song that reminds me of him and I am back behind that wall - Sometimes I think that I use that wall has an excuse to not deal with what I need to deal with .. I have a great life - friends and family and hobbies and several joba to keep busy .. I hope that I will love again very soon ..

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Wed 06/25/08 11:39 AM
I guess it is just the norm around here if you don't have a pic then more than likely you are either a pretending to be someone you are not b not attractive or c large and lovely.. me I say put it out there ...

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Wed 06/25/08 11:30 AM





You must find another. flowerforyou
lol I have been with others .. it just seems like I can't let go of the big ouch .. btw I am not stalking him lol he was killed in an accident ..


What a tragedy! :cry: I think when you find the right person, your heart will move on. Time will help also. I really can't imagine the pain you are going thru, to lose someone like that.

well it has been a long time I have even been married and divorced .. I thought I had moved on but then it sneaks up on me and Bammo I am hiding behind a wall to avoid getting hurt ..

The past is sneaky that way, creeping up behind us & reentering our lives....the best way to deal with the past is to keep your eyes focused forward....
Walls?....We build our own walls....and what is its purpose?...To keep others out? or To hold something in?....
i say tear down those walls, the view is gorgeous!!!
I guess the wall is to keep from getting hurt do we really have more than 1 soul mate.. Survivor guilt is tricky ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:59 AM

but that 'would' change you or the recipient, no?
Not really I hope that he knew before he passed ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:58 AM



You must find another. flowerforyou
lol I have been with others .. it just seems like I can't let go of the big ouch .. btw I am not stalking him lol he was killed in an accident ..


What a tragedy! :cry: I think when you find the right person, your heart will move on. Time will help also. I really can't imagine the pain you are going thru, to lose someone like that.

well it has been a long time I have even been married and divorced .. I thought I had moved on but then it sneaks up on me and Bammo I am hiding behind a wall to avoid getting hurt ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:56 AM
Prehaps your expectations of what love is are too hard .. Love takes time and maybe you haven't been investing the right time into something ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:54 AM

Chuck, who was getting slammed here, you or me? I'm not quite sure.

Am I not allowed to state my opinion anymore..... or point out if I feel someone was rude. If a person thinks I am rude than tell me.... I'm a grown up.

Missy what is the deal?
Me thinks passive agressive is ridonkulous

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Wed 06/25/08 07:53 AM

You must find another. flowerforyou
lol I have been with others .. it just seems like I can't let go of the big ouch .. btw I am not stalking him lol he was killed in an accident ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:52 AM

i could "right" all the "wrongs" i have committed...that would be....ummmmm cool.....but i think it would change the fabric of our world.....what if the changes made, had dire results ?????


I wouldn't change anything I would just tell someone that I love them one more time .. if you change one thing it would change too much and I have a daughter that I wouldn't change for the world ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:49 AM
Loved and lost - and the pain of losing that person became a part of you so that if you truly let go of that pain you may or may not know who you are? You hide behind to avoid getting close to people and dating you is like running 90 miles an hour into a brick wall ?? Time has not changed it though it made it more tolerable .. How does one finally let go ??

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Wed 06/25/08 07:45 AM

Im done wth this too.. I babysit enough children all day

Good to know this is what child care folks do ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:44 AM

Where are Scotty and Sulu to argue this out with Spock...laugh

Can I be 25 again just for a few weeks?


I want to see someone one more time .. I want to tell him that I love him .. I just need a few seconds..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:40 AM




The sock monster thief lives in the Burmuda triangle? Wait, wait, wait.......

Does that mean if the bored people go in search of my missing socks they will vanish as well? noway


bigsmile We can only hope:wink:
So if we hand turn the dryer backwards in a reverse spin can we travel in time ??



glasses It is in theory possible if there is a large enough build up of static electricityglasses

laugh laugh laugh laugh
I have sweaters .. we can use with no dryer sheets

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Wed 06/25/08 07:40 AM
wow this could turn into a major therapy session .. Okay before I go people this is a chat room thing .. Love who you are , be confident in who you are and don't let anyone make you doubt yourself.. Why would anyone want to hand thier own personal power over to someone is beyond me .. if your feelings get hurt easily Get over it , get therapy ,Get a clue..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:33 AM


The sock monster thief lives in the Burmuda triangle? Wait, wait, wait.......

Does that mean if the bored people go in search of my missing socks they will vanish as well? noway


bigsmile We can only hope:wink:
So if we hand turn the dryer backwards in a reverse spin can we travel in time ??

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Wed 06/25/08 07:32 AM


May I ask why you don't have a pic .. no offense but in this day and age it makes it seem like you are hiding something are you ashamed of the way you look ??


Not particularly hiding, but I do have my reasons, very legitimate to me. Thank you for understanding if possible, allowing if not.

I appreciate your asking -v- jabbing.

blessings
Well I find it odd but that is why this is not Iraq then maybe you should have one on the puter and mark it friends only .. just seems like a pic would be better ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:08 AM
I personaly think that mastering spoon playing would be a good skill to have ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:06 AM

damn....

i can only lift 115 lbs.


going to work out...

i'll get back to you
Gee I will hold my breath ..

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Wed 06/25/08 07:05 AM

"I'd like to buy the world a home and furnish it with love,
Grow apple trees and honey bees, and snow white turtle doves.
I'd like to teach the world to sing in perfect harmony,
I'd like to buy the world a Coke and keep it company."


Shoes, sing it with me, dahling.....
its the real thing lol

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