I did, cant say it didnt hurt. Specially when she always tries to get back together

Shes long gone by now

Tahnk you for the advice. Wich i saw it earlier befor i had to realize it on my own. After all i did move on, i dont think she did.

It was a kaffe that looked as its a medieval castel from the inside. Stone walls, low curved rood, dark and lid with candels.we where practically allone back there. Lets just say we got a littel bit intimate

Update, i broke up with her after that, she then got devorced. Tried ro reach out to me, couldn't do it! She got divorced. I have feelings for her, just the cheer amount of deception strangeld me. I had to say no. The hardest decision i ever made.

my story is long,i wish i didnt have that one relationship.ever had an affair?
i never thought of my self being involved in some thing like that.i met this girl on facebook. i fell for her in a few weeks.day after day my feeling grew even more.we where speaking for hours ad hours some days up to 6 hours on the phone.how cold i have known?!
after a while she accepts to meet me in a town called Minden.it was a beautiful day.longest train trip in my life,two hours turnd into years.she was the best thing that ever happend to me.we met at the train station,then we walked in the old town,had a Kaffee in one of the old places there. everything was so special and spontaneous.we held hands,kissed,looked into each others soul.then it was time to say goodbye.so soon?
we kept our casual relationship going for over six month,until she said it.she was married.
and then she left me!
right now i dont know whats worse, that she did this to me,or the fact that i still think about her.
i guess thats why im here,
to find out if what im feeling is love to her or just a void that i need to fill.
sorry for the long post.and the bad English.