counterfit by limp bizkit

Honestly I don't listen to alot of country, just some that was forced on me by my redneck friends.

I really don't know who terri clark is.......

It will take time.

I've been on a few dates since my ex left me, and it still dosen't feel right to me.

And we split 5 years ago on oct.31st.

Point is, it will take time, sometimes you never do get over it. It all depends on your background, what you've been through and your personality.

Best to ya.

boondocks by little big town

Yeah. Clint blacks alot better.

Has more feeling

I've been in most of yall's positions. I've done things, had to make decisions, that I would wish on anyone. I gained a reputation for it.

"What you won't do, I will" was a motto of mine for a long time.

I did it because I though I was doing the right thing, or I was getting paid to.

It was well knowen where I live, when all else has failed, you called me. I would fix it, no matter the cost.

And at the end of the day, I'm usually drinking alone in a dark room, waiting for the phone to ring so I can go fix someone elses problem.

And I look back at the shreads that make up my life, at all the betrayals, and wonder why I keep doing it. But at the same time I can't stop myself. Especally if there is a female involved thats in trouble. I know I have the abilitys, the power, the connections to make anything happen.

I find its impossible to say "Its not my problem" or "Sorry I can't do anything."

And again, at the end of the day, I'm looking at whats left of my life, drinking alone in a dark room, waiting for the phone to ring so I can go fix yet another problem of someone that I may or may not know.

Desperado by clint black

mouth by bush (werewolf in paris version)

was used and betrayed

Find a reason for a tomorrow.

fu<ked

Never too late by three days grace

Single as usual.

I must be toxic, Sleeping with me seems to be a relationship killer........

The only thing I'm thinking about is why won't my past leave me alone.

And why do I always end up back in the same situation that I'm trying so hard to stay away from.

My ex cheated on me for months, got hooked on meth,and weed, then left me for her dealer that she was cheating on me with. When she left she took $28,000 and gave to her new boyfriend and he was pimping her out to his friends for $50.00 per hour. That was on the day I bought a ring and was going to propose to her. I came home and she was gone wiht out a note or taking anything. I was panicked that something had happened to her and it took me a week to find her. When I did, her and the two guys she was humping were too f^cked up to even relize that I was there.

My "Friends" at the time knew about it and let it happen figuring that when it came down I would leave and they would get the performance shop I owned at the time. I found out later that their plan was to take it and sell it off, then split the money up amoung themselves. The tools, shop cars, everything.

So much for friends and relationships. Its no wonder I'm jaded and can't trust anyone anymore.

In a friendly community gathering.

Damn

ya gotta love Guns 'N' Roses

looked at themselves in the mirror, thought about their past, what they have done, no matter the reasons and wondered:

"What the f()ck have I done to myself?"

I'm talking mentally.

DO you think that the choices you make, weather the intentions behind the decisions were for the greater good or not, Drastically effect a way a person acts, carries themselves, and their ability to have a relationship?

DO you think that a person can unknowingly train themselves to keep people away from them, making the unable to have a relationship?

Can it be reversed?

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