It's all good. Love science!

I'm a synesthete but for many years I didn't know what I was going through but I started developing my perception with meditation which I learned from martial arts. I naturally see shapes and graphs and use these to derive the sums of large equations.

I have a way to imagine answers to dialogue be it real or memorex. The brain doesn't distinguish actual conversation from recorded TV or media, it just follows along and creates a platform to host an event. By event, I mean timing, or time from what we know of it.

Reading minds to me is hosting a number of questions and accepting there is an answer and alternative answer to any one question. So any actual chit chat session is merely an opportunity to use one's imagination. Our humanistic tendencies lead us to choose one answer but an imaginary one is just as good. Thing is, I use spatial metrics as opposed to coordinate based systems as with remote viewing.

Nobody really wants to bother with reading any one in particular's mind when we need to achieve solutions for the present-past. We have no clue what the future means in terms of true solutions. That said, the future would be ideal, if imagined as our pasts and recollections would also be imagined satisfactory.

Let me put it this way: Sitting in front of your PC you can be thinking a number of things. If I'm a hacker I don't want to know what you're thinking at any given moment because I would have directed you to your pages and constructed your events. Events are sessions and sessions are logged as data. I control the amount to time your session lasts and it's acceptable to know you have choices to make while sitting there and those willful, independent choices are available even if not made, there are answers to questions you have not yet asked.

So, what role does accountability have to play with this mind reading science? We can't really be held responsible for our participation in the space time continuum.

Sorry, love is Ikea on Saturday morning.

I completely forget about all the women I've known and shagged. The one's who said they loved me and then left because I worked long hours. The cheating wife and my anger... I don't even think about eating a Tommy's Burger or remotely anything business.

It's just freedom for an hour and it only gets better when I get into the knives department.

I'm attracted to tall women. But it doesn't stop me from dating, having fun with or being in a relationship with someone 5'2". We all carry xtra lbs but I like taller women because they are fit or more likely to keep themselves up. My ex was 6'3" and I'm 5'11" and comfy in my usual business attire. We were together for 15 years and never really went out dancing only because I don't dance.

I didn't even feel like dancing until I met a great 62 yo in Carlsbad and she inspired me to dance. I hear that is a major thing with women, that publicly they have to develop their image as taller, sexier and capable of all sorts of trouble. Somehow we're supposed to subscribe to that idiocy.

At my height, there are tons of women who are attracted to me and they say many great things about me but my height is never an issue.

When you make a 100K a year you can date anything you want. I do.

Oops, lol, I reread the forum and it says lesbians and bisexuals only!!!

Sorry.

I'm honest about me, things someone should know about me if it infringes on any potential happiness. Red flags?

I went on a first meet with someone I wanted in my life 100% after we met online and communicated daily for 60 days. I told her I wanted to put a ring on her finger and that should have been her red flag but she for her own reasons was entertaining the thoughts, my intentions, and whatever else may have been construed as being promisory.

I'm just at that point in my life where I'm done with being hit on by the wrong women and ready to start the best chapter of my adult life.

She left me sitting at the table in a stinky Chinese restaurant after we talked for a few minutes. With a 22 year age differential I wanted her to express reservations before I got her to the alter. She exhibited many signs of "silliness." But as for her red flags, yeah, when a guy says he is going to make sure you have all the financial support you need, custom build your master suite and even adopt a child because you can't have kids... He has to be nuts.

See, thing is, I don't really care if someone perceives me as being overly ambitious. I am, but I've always been. When I got married twice, my life slowed for those relationships and they disliked that I worked so much. My second had to compete with me or so she thought, but we made it work for 15 years.

The gal in question said I made her reconsider because I corrected her jokingly at the dinner table because her hands were working the smartphone in her lap from the minute I walked in the place. She said I creeped her out because I was acting weird. I drove from S.D. to L.A. to Riverside that day and moved out Valentine Day meet up one ahead, just to get the first meet out of the way. I wasn't expected much but a quick dinner but she also moved up our meet time, and then she wasn't even in the restaurant when I arrived. The girls up front were unaware that I was expected and I almost left before my date called me back into the place.

I felt like she was playing a game with me. That was her red flag. She made me doubt everything we intended to do.

Add: My ex girlfriend whom I lived with for 6 months in Vegas made me drive up from Cali to get her and then pulled a disappearing act when I got there. She was deceiving me when telling me she wanted to get married and start our lives together, when she was still rooming with her ex boyfriend. She was 35 year old...

I don't even know if I should be in a relationship at this point. The above women suffered from Chrones and Diabetes. Seriously, when I was younger I used to have a list of things I wouldn't accept in a date, the primary was if they had any medical issues.