Right now i have a freakin boat load of monkeys on my back. And at the moment i am seeking help for my monkeys so i will learn to deal with those darn monkeys. I want these monkeys to leave me alone, or i want the right tools to learning how to cope with those monkeys in a safe and proper way.
My monkeys may have just made me lose the best part of my life.

I have learned not only today but this past week that one must take actions on personal issues by seeking professional help before its to late and you lose everything.

I hide my face cause im on here for conversation purposes.
I hide my face right now cause im trying to cover the guilt that eats me away daily.
I hide my face cause of shame.
I hide my face not because im ugly or handsome, but because only one true soul needs to see my face in all its moments and hopefully if she returns back into my arms i can the reveal to the world what i look like.
I hide my face cause im sad.
I hide my face cause im lonely.
I hide my face in fear others will see my pain.
I hide my face cause i have not one soul alive to comfort me, no friends left, zero family and now my Baby may be gone forever.
I hide my face so you wont see my tears.
I hide my face simply cause im embarresed of my actions.

I like turtles alot...And every woman on earth is pretty.
But my eyes only see one person as being the most Beautiful woman on earth. I may have lost her forever recently and I hope we can work this out. Cause her beauty is beyond any i have ever seen before.

Hold on to the one who thinks your amazing and pretty,and handsome cause you may never have another again feel that way..

Turtles are awesome......Just saying.

TURTLE.

Hi.
I like turtles.

Right now i just wish i had my mate back. Everything else will just fall into place i guess.

very close.

and I have a surprise.
What is it?????

Please spew the answers that away >>>>>>>> at this guy> or this guy> and if you feel you can spew the distance, go for this guy>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

process i must go through in order to figure some things out within myself.
Anyone else have this issue right now?

I have recently broken the rules and or lied in order to keep that last person i had to ever talk to out of a very serious situation.. And im going to do so again to keep this very special person out of trouble. My outcome is i will still possibly never have this very special person that i love with all my heart in my life again, but i will do so out of my enormous amout of love and respect. I will do anything and everything for this beautiful person knowing its the not the full truth.

And i dont feel bad breaking the rules or lying in order to keep this person safe from any harm, hurt or danger.

I like swinging turtles

You were the last person on earth i had/have to talk to or have any form of communication with and you vanish from my life. I had some really tragic things happen and you did too. So why cant we lean on eachother and be our number one support team? You left and you carry on with all those you have in your life knowing i have not one soul to talk to. This feels like the world just stopped for me, yet you now are doing your thing. Yes your thing is hard, not fun, sad and painful and scary, but you have those to comfort you. I have zero zilch nada. It hurts me to the point i feel as death is already in the doorway, no knock just stepped right in.

Yes it hurts G, but just know you lost the best thing you have ever had, and you know this.

With nothing in return....Is this a respectful thing that loving people are suppose to do?? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO ITS NOT. Yay meeee

exspect for this crush to love you and embrace it. and exspect to be pinned against the wall and have your body ravished till u tell this crush you were just joking.

thinking of trying not to be debby downer but at the moment its hard.

180lbs

I just have nobody to talk to so i thought i would try this place out. Not looking for any form of pity, but how can somebody be so lonely in a matter of months. Tragic loss of my family which resulted in me losing my friends. Now im at the point where im just in a huge bump in the road with nobody to turn to.