thinking i might have a problem if i'm ALREADY looking forward to my next drinking night on saturday! lol

Thinking that, for someone who convinced herself she never wants any kids, i sure love having a baby aroudn the house today

I wish more people would realize how beneficial the forums are to helping meet people! No weeding thru inactive profiles and such...

besides the minglers who say it in a mass "i love you" and dont really mean it . . . . of course not . . . . why would they?

Dear (non-mingler) Anthony,

Thanks for showing up tonight... i was so excited to see you there... loved dancing with you... laughing at talking about some other people during the slow dances.... When I had to leave and go to a different bar for my sister, I was so glad that you decided to show up there, too.... So, after all the signs you were interested, why did you just peace out without even saying goodbye and honk your horn at me as you drove past like that made it alright?? Whatever dude... thats just messed up... if you're not interested, why did you show up at the second bar that you had no original intentions of going?! I just dont understand, and its making me mad -sighs-

SO SO ANXIOUS!!!!

thinking i'm going to hit the gym again today.... just because i'm SO ANXIOUS about tonight... need to get my mind off of it....

gah i hope i dont let myself get too disappointed if he doesnt show!

I rarely "feel like a woman".... I'm such a jeans and tshirt person, i dont wear make-up. I work with dogs, so my general hair style is just a pony-tail or bun.

What makes me feel like a woman is when i have "pamper myself" days... where i go get my hair and nails done... and i dig thru my closet and pull out girly clothes that have only ever been worn once (if that) and going out and making the guys drool... haha.... but again, those days are rare...

Thinking I will be safe! My girls are coming with me! My sister and 2 of my friends from work . . . i'm just anxious to know if he'll be there or not! eeek!! trying not to let myself get too hopeful, though!

Also thinking I wish my sister would hurry up and get here! I'm ready to hit the gym!

thinking tomorrow is the big night! Fingers crossed that this guy shows up! Promises made in a drunken stupor are almost never kept.... but i was more drunk, and i'm keeping up my end... HERE'S HOPING!!!

dont really buy into valentines day.... but... i'm working on finding my valentine anyway... -fingers crossed-

lol yes! very much so! but i was... erm... a bit tipsy and left without his number... and i dont remember giving him mine! but we made plans!!! i just hope he shows! lol

HOPEFUL! but not naive enough to get my hopes up that he'll really show up....

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Dear week,

Please go by very quickly for me... my drunk self left the bar without this guys number... and i just want to know if he'll show up for our line-dancing date on saturday! He swore he would, and he was way more sober then me, so here's hoping! Not going to cry over it if he doesnt, but it would be awesome!

Thinking next saturday better get here quick!!!! i'm so ready for my country line-dancing date with the hot cop with the big truck that i met at the bar tonight!!! so excited!!!

thinking its about time to go get my drink one! hells yes!

thinking i need some coffee!!!! there is NO reason for me to feel sleepy right now! its not even 4!!