That was my last relationship. I dont get it, But I am single and I am still a decent man to the ladies just because my mom would kill me if i wasnt.

Making sure this amber alert stays on top. All my prays and thoughts with her. And lets hope this guy is brought to justice.

that was a good one lol

That is a very smart choice I wouldnt risk it. lol

Well sometimes love can make you miserable

I would have to say no

If I ever had a son his name would be noah

Once again I feel like my world is closing in on me. I dont know how I am going to get thru this pile of crap. I seem to never get out of this hole I am in. I had a family member pass on last night and I am in the pits. I had a friend that I met here. Well now she wont even talk to me and I feel like I am going to explode. I am very lost in a town where I know no one. I am confused about why I am on this planet, what is my purpose in this world? I dont even feel normal any more. What the hell is going on in my mind? cause I dont know!!!!!!

As I see it now only myself and god. some people will use your deepest thoughts against you.

It would have to be to a woman who really cared and wanted to be the special person in my life. she would have to accept me and my daughter and never do anything to hurt us. She would have to make me feel special and wanted!!!!!!!!!!

It is hard to say. I love being romantic,but women can do so romantic things. so I say 50 50

I am tring my best. I am just struggling with it a little and I wish it was diffrent but its not. I am well I guess just alone well that is how I felt,but now I know I am not. I have made changes for the better and she cant destroy me anymore. I felt I needed her, but I realize I dont . I just miss the good times we had, and that is why I feel like this.

If you care about him let him go.If he comes back it was truely meant to be. I have just went thru this with my ex. It hurts ,but if it was meant to happen it will. I have been doing ok now and I still hurt ,but I will make it,and so will you.

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You need to do what you feel is right. I have been down that road and I had to just get away from a bad situation. I loved her but it was a bad situation. I did what I thought and felt was right. That is a choice you have to deicide.

I am new to

I joined two days ago and I have met so very cool ppl. I just want to say thank you everyone

I dont want to give up,but I feel like the last 5 years was a waste of my life. I loved her so much that I gave her so many chances to be the the person I wanted her to be. In the end she was the cause of all my problems. I lost good jobs and good friends. Most of all I lost my chance to have a son. See I traveled for my job and she was pregnant, she left me and then found out that she was pregnant. She told me if I didnt get back with her she was going to have an abortion. So I went back only to find out she had one before we talked. It destroyed me. I should have left her then but I couldnt walk away. About 6 weeks a go we had a fight. I left the house on a walk to think. She called the police and said I O.D on pills. The police arrested me and brought me to the phsych ward. After I got out I said enough is enough and moved 1000 miles to where i am now. I loved her and she betrayed me. I realize that I dont need that in my life. I just dont get how she can be so cold. I did everything I could to help her and that is the thanks I get!!!!

I hope it brings a better day. like you said one day at a time

thanks king breeze. It is just a struggle

I have had my struggles and I am struggling now. I movede away from my home town to stop thinking about my ex ,but i cant stop. I loved her so much it kills me. I am lonely and when I am alone all I seem to think of is the love of my life. I am battling my depression and I think I might lose. I hate feeling like this. I just feel lost!!!!!!!!!!!!

I learned that love is a very painful thing and no matter how bad she hurt me I would always go back. I loved her that much I had to walk away.