my older sister
always has had golden lab dogs

the dog they have( or should i say had)
developed kidney failure
and they decided to put her down
today( she had been suffering
and the meds and whatever
they had been giving her wasent
helping


she would had been 11 or 12yrs old
in feb

sounds more
like a eager beaver

it shows
in some
on how much
they dont respect
them selfs

i would have to say
my cousin dominic
he has raised his daughter
from birth






hes a klamath indian
and lives in chiliquin oregon
which is right by klamath
his daughter Ava is 4 or 5yrs old now

he has a beautiful old soul

my mom
gave my sister money
from the child support
to do with what she wanted
after graduation
hey she bought a car
had it for awhile

and decided she was going
to move to hawaii
she did
she left her car
on the side of the road
with a note and keys
who ever wanted the car
could have it

funny
the person
that got it
got into a hit and run accedent
and my mom got a letter in the mail
from cal stating my sister was in
a hit and run accedent ... but she wasent
for she was in hawaii

on thanksgiving we talking about my sister
and her youngest son( my nephew was there and
we mention that hit and run...

my mom ended up calling the cal police
to let them know what my sister did
when she got that letter ( 32yrs ago



i know when my daughter
wants something
she calls me MOMMY!!!
what do u want my daughter
lol

when my older sister
was in high school
she used to babysit for the neighbor kids
and they were 5 and 6yrs old at that time
( actually to this day were still good friends
with that family)
but there kids would call there parents
by there first name
which didnt seem to be a problem
at that age

hey my son calls me by my first name
it doesnt bother me
but at times my daughter gets on
his case and tells him to call me mom

humm
lets see
what i didnt do
to piss my parents off

LOL

i married my son dad
no one like him
they were happy when i divorced him

lol

hey a learning lesson makes
one more wise


i can say we all can be
little angels
but we all have some
form of hidden secerts

( hint hint) lol


i ran away when i was 16
i hung around
with some people
but im sure we all had
in our teen years


what made my parents proud
humm
i grew up learning the hard way
changed my ways
found the true meaning of learning
to trust

i cant truly say
who my hero is

but i guess it has to
be a friend that i met about 18yrs ago
my daughter called him the white urkle
for hes a geek
but he has a beautiful heart
and has always been there for me
when i needed someone to lean on
or even get a hug

i refuse to buy anything
that has to do with him
my nephew step daughter likes him
and i ask one yr what she wanted
justin
NOTTTTTT!!!!!

HE HAD A BIO BOOK OUT
when he was not even 16
come on that way un real

you dont have a full bio untill
your over 30

i used to have toy trucks
when i was little for i was tomboy..

lol ( still am in a sense)

there was one yr on craigslist
a guy was selling his wife toys
when she was little
one of the trucks she had
i had when i was little
i bought it .. for i wanted
the sweet memory

my grandkids had tried
to play with it but its not
to play with..


there is a big blue tomka truck
that i had and i remember the back end
of the truck broke when my son was little
( 28yrs ago)
never seen one like that

i have a few crystals

and about 20 diferent type
of tarot cards.... lol

i only use one the rider deck

i collect snowglobes
had over 300
got rid of a few of them


i also collect
miniture items
as well i have 3 doll houses
1 is actually my daughter but i have it

and yes that can be expensive

i also collect
salt and pepper shakers

japanses and native american items


i have 4 curio cabnets
full of antique and collectables


my mom and my older sister
have called me a hoarder

but hoarders dont throw
things away
but i do

my mom has a friend
that you cant walk through
her living room without
making a path

(THAT IS A HOARDER
and she has about 4 differnt storages
and every time u go to a yard sale or goodwill
she may had been there prior or u see her
and she buying the jewerly

she bought a pearl neckless
one yr at a yard sale for 50cents
took it to a jewerly to have it restrung
and to find out it was worth $100

im already done
with my shopping

i actually made
most of the gifts
in april
but i started
buying a few things
in jan

WOW!!!!!!!!!!

your back


HIP HIP HOORAY

today is my bday
wow time flys by fast
i dont feel my age
i guess thats a good thing

my youngest granddaughter
isys
bday is also today

so she 10years old today

i was born 6hours before she was

i have been angry
where i have fallen
from my pride
without showing my pain
as i greve in my own way
as wishing not a soul
to pity on the way i feel
as life will continue to
keep forward as
all i can say is im strong
not afraid of what comes
anyone way
as my life as well
anyones else can
be a struggle
but remember
to keep her mind focused
and stand firm
to belive in your ground
as hurting is only a lesson
that can turn around
in a surprising way
as being scared
is a way of showing
your strong
as a fighter in your age
your not old your young
at heart
as you beat the ground
and let no one opens
that wrong door
as you walk that journey
in pride as one will conquer
the beast that we wish not
to seek

wait
when i filed for my divorce
my ex hubby was with another girl
they had a child together, he cheated
on her with his 2nd wife
he told her we were already divorced
he lied to her.. they got together in the summer
our divorce was not finalized untill september 1989-90
and i was in a relationship as well ( about 4months before my divorce was final.
when we went to our divorce hearing
if the judge would had ask
why i wanted a divorce
i would had said his gf is right behind me
yes he was a idiot he brought
his gf in our divorce hearing

sorry
even if i could
i wouldnt for i cant stand needles

and im a kidney dialyis patient
so thats my fun ( lol) 3 days a week

NO i wouldnt be happy
un fact i had a old bf
while i was at work
was on my yahoo im
and he was passing off as me
and he was talking to some lady who had a bf
for when i got online she im me and thats when i found out
and yes i pissed off at him
i told him if your going to play dumb *** games
dont use my screen name and dont say your me
we got into a major argument over that
but he didnt cheat... for he never met her and in fact
he never did talk to her again