the beauty
of the butterfly
represent
the lungs
of the rebirth
of reliving

now i like this one
the angel above
enjoys
the fun
of blowing
bubbles
in the sky

i got a phone call
earlyier from a old bf
when i was 16
yes we still talk
after all this time
and were just good friends

i talked to him a little over a month ago
for he was having a issue
and it was confirmed today
he has colin cancer

they want to do a colonoscopy
and i told him
to find out when
they will do this
but make sure its
on a tues or thrusday
so i can be there for him

pull each other
together
and charge
on each life
as believe
anything
can be accomplish

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!

life can
be a roller coaster
but then life
can be
so amazing
that it can
rock
your world
open your eyes
in such remarkable
delight
as life goes on
you learn from
mistakes
but thats
one way
to see your guides
of leading
you to a journey
for better hope
of yesterday
as letting your
spiritual path
help you
in the glow
you have
been seeking

mamma
you taught me to stand
up for myself
and to believe
more into
myself
as im a fighter
im sure
each one of you
are
as feeling weak
in some degree
is natural
think not to blame
as i know
i am strong
for i can believe
more than you know
you gave me hope
you gave me
the world
for me to see
for what was
right or wrong
as we all make
mistakes
that a learning tool
we all know
that one needs
to see

the other day
i called my dad
for i had a few things
to give him

and he said he would be
over before he went
to the doc
i ask what was wrong

several hours prior
he was in the restroom
brushing his teeth
and all of a sudden
he felt lite headed
dizzy and he fainted
i guess he was out for a short
time
when he came to
he was in a daze
and he check his bp
and it was fine
his gf
was in the other room
and all she heard was a thump
she didnt know what what it was

but any how when
he told me this

i said dad
it sounds like
either your bp was
way low as why
you fainted
but it also can be a issue
with your heart...

well he went to the doc
and the doc pretty much told
him exactly what i said

he has this > Bradycardia (Slow Heart Rate


which can be life theatening

and he did have a heart attack about
12yrs or so and he had a stroke about 5yrs ago

so when i told him
i was right based
what the doc said

his comment was
yes DOCTOR Bonnie

HA HA

hey if you know some of your
own heath issue
sometimes you can come across
knowing others

i used to be a caregiver
for the elders and this one lady
i took care of
her actioms
didnt seem right
as i felt she had a mini stroke

the family moved later and to find out
the lady i took care of
ended up dieing from a massive stroke

this one is wayyyy awesome

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which is pretty cool

i am a human
with a soul
a human
with feeling
that often tend
to cry
as i have you
in my mind
my soul shall
it keep
as i wake
i see my breath
with a whisper
i shall keep
as i see a rainbow
after the rain pours
its soul
as i see a perfect image
among the universe
a pot of gold
at my feet
a pot of gold
set in stone
no worry to be poor
but yet spread the coins
around for the needy and
enjoy

the whispers
of the golden leaves
as they fall
with a crunch
of delight
as the wind blows
with all there might
for we see the nature
change there colors
what a beautiful
site to see
as the angel
that are among us
share there little
whispers
to have a remberance
by

hes been home awhile
he wasent even in the
hospitol a week
which surprised me

for when i had my heart surgery 9yrs ago
i was in the hospitol 12days

he called the other day
and he sounded pretty good
his sister and his cousins
are helping him out

my grandson

Zion Nukuoro

is 3years old


HOOT HOOT

the beauty
and the passion
of a eagle flying
so high
and watching
the eagle
gracefully
soaring
and making
the beauty of effort
with share of one
faith they wish to share
as the eagle gives one
hope where they can be
inspired through out time
as flying through the clouds
and shareing each ones dreams
shows the passion of love
the passion of hope
passion of pain
that has encountered
but yet think
the teddy bear you carry
doesnt give you the warmth
you had as a child
sense you are grown
the eagle that has been
soaring high in the sky
is giving you the strenght
of the indian totem
that your wishing
to share upon others
and hearing the music
the sound of the drums
gives you more
to achieve of your
hidden secerts
which you shall not
open that door do to
pain

the beauty of thought
comes from nature
and from
the creator above
but yet
one has there
own thoughts
about feeling secure
of who they are
as being open
full of harmony
and joy
as my native pride
is who i am
as life can be cruel
that we know
but yet step aside
and let me change
the ways
instead
of hearing the crys
of the wolfs, as we should
have a healing pack
with beauty all around