..karmic, eh?
:D

..now to find someone to sing it..
:D

Thanx.
:]

Aye..
That he will.

The lyrics to my first ever song..
Holla back, lemme know wutcha think.

“Ghost Within My Dream”

<First Verse>
A ghost within my dream
Staring across an empty stream
Searching for the one thing
That makes even the angels sing
I’d walk eternity just for you
And all those things you do
Causing a broken heart to smile
Needing you more, all the while
Though the future is unknown
I promise you, a heartfelt tone
I will spend all my days
Showing you in various ways
How much you mean to me
Just let your heart be free
Here is your fairy tale
Let my love for you never fail

<Chorus>
I only love it
When it reminds me of you
I only want it
If it shines like you do
I only need it
If it reminds me of you

<Second Verse>
As each day passes, I can sense your fear
Close your eyes, you’ll feel me near
Always in my thoughts, always in my heart
I think I loved you, right from the start
Please, don’t cry
As days pass by
I’ll always be your baby
So, please, drop the maybe
Embark to our future, without any fears
I’ll show you forever, without any tears
Don’t ask me to explain it; ‘fore there are no words
Just take my hand; let us fly with the birds
A ghost within my dream
The beauty within my stream

<Repeat Chorus 2x>

<Third Verse>
You are just a ghost within my dream (my dream)
Shedding the beauty of what I need (I need)
Always aiming for something
That makes the angels sing
I’d walk eternity just for you
Desiring those things you do
Forcing a broken heart to smile
Pushing me along that extra mile
Though the future is unknown
I’ll live to make you moan
To a place lost in words
Screaming out slanderous chords
I want to set your heart free
A forever with you, is all I see
Here is your fairy tale, in plain sight
You are my Goddess, so let me be your knight

<Repeat Chorus>

Thank you..
I wrote it for his service..

This is dedicated to my hero...
..and to the only father I've ever known..

Born: November 16
Joined the Service: November 16
Retired 25 years later: Noveber 16
Died: November 16, 2009
---------------------------------------------

“11/16”

It had begun
Simple and insignificant
Like all the days prior.
I spent each day
With a vague and fading hope
One day, yes, one day
Things will be different;
Yet until that sunrise
I’d find myself rotting away
Underneath the silver moon
Still searching, still wanting
Wanting to simply find meaning
In a life that remains unexplained
Disappointment is all that lies beside me
As I remain forever in the blackness
A cesspool within my own loneliness
Although, I never seem to feel His presence
I still pray for that one day
When we can be reunited

I will press on and endure
You’d expect nothing less
I will try to exceed your expectations
Still recalling the pride you felt
‘Yeah, well guess what Mickey did?’
I smile, still remembering how you bragged
You were my guiding light
A solid rock to stand on
When I felt like there was no other…
There you stood.
When nothing held meaning anymore…
There you stood.
You helped me become the man
That some people adore these days
Both my strength and resolve
Exist because of you
I hold no fear for any darkness
I hold no fear for any future regrets
I hold no fear for any unknown idea
Just as I…
Hold no fear for any villain
Simply because…
I knew a hero


Dedicated to:
Robert J.

Former Navy War Veteran
“The day his light faded from this world…
…and began to shine brightly in the one place, I cannot follow.”

Aww thank you all for your comments. =]

Sorry it took me so long to respond.
Lost internet for a while.

But thank you! :D

::Kashell still remained up by the northern gate as instructed, waiting for relief or just flat out for something to happen... but there was nothing. Arms crossed over his chest he rested against the partially opened gate as he became lost in thoughts to himself.::

::He sighed softly as he woke from his slumber aside of Namende's bedside. He stretched for a moment as he paused and peered in the direction of the window. Indeed it was awfully quiet for this time of day.. too quiet, he thought.::

::He moved past her bed and slipped down the steps only to see the establishment void of life. Noone lounging about, noone managing the bar.. it was empty, and oddly quiet. Was something happening he wasn't aware about?:

Which, amigo, is why I don't trust..
..nor believe the Bible.

::Ajare just scratches his head as she not only disappears but was that.. snoring? He sighs softly as he turns back to Cassi.::

"..that was interesting.."

Hey that's what I said!
I mean, maybe not as long as in depth..
But chea!

What in the name of the Holy Ghost are you talkin bout?
So, they, according to you, 'weren't anything'.
Just some dudes who decided, 'Hey let's make our own religion.'
'Those hebrew/judiasm dudes are way too out there for me.'

Since the Lord Jesus is the same, and will not change (13:8), then not only is our hope sure and certain, our doctrine never needs revision

I sure as heck didn't write that..
Yet, Christians did revise it..

The Hebrew Bible originally written had, I believe 24 chapters; Christian's have 46 or something. They added to the story long after it had seen its day.

Assuming they weren't either or..
One of them is lying.
Because either one added a heck of a lot more..OR
..the other left out a whole lot.

The Old Testament is the collection of books written prior to the life of Jesus but accepted by Christians as scripture. Broadly speaking, it is the same as the Hebrew Bible, however it divides and orders them differently, and varies from Judaism in interpretation and emphasis (see for example Isaiah 7:14). Several Christian denominations also incorporate additional books into their canons of the Old Testament. A few groups consider particular translations to be divinely inspired, notably the Greek Septuagint, the Aramaic Peshitta, and the English King James Version.

It all derived from Hebrew Judiasm...
Then to differentiate themselves; they added more.
Which is probably why Christians are blasphemers in their eyes.

Judiasm started before/during the time of Jesus.

Christians formed some 100 years after his death.

So it may be wrong to assume they were Judiasm believers.
But they sure as smack weren't formed and united because of the Romans and there extermination of the world. (So to speak)

Deeper study:

Did you know that both Paul and James were very much aposed to their beliefs on who Jesus/God really was?

So quick summary:

Christianity started some time in the 1st century AD.

The difficult thing about it, is that there were many differing sects, and the belief that most Christians hold about it being a unified belief system is actually quite wrong.

It wasn't till after 300 AD that the Romans had sufficiently killed off many of the other sects to unite most Christians.

Here are just a few of the 1st and 2nd Century Christian flavors:

Apollinarianism
Alogi
Arianism
Docetism
Donatism
Ebionites
Gnosticism
Manicheaism
Marcion
Monarchianism
Montanism
Nestorianism
Pelagianism

There are actually more, but many of them are lost due to the killing practices of disagreeing, competing Christian sects.

Yes, 'killing practices'..
They got off to a great start.
Even 1900 some odd years ago they were force-feeding there religion on people and it never stopped..

As I said before.. Nazi's, Crusaders, etc..

As long as the immediate followers of the Messiah lived, they patterned their doctrine and manner of life after that of their Savior, for they were mainly of the Jewish ( Judean is the correct word) nation, and from the Israelite faith. They continued to live, to teach, to worship, as true Israelites, following the example of their Master.

..and your assuming they were Christian..
Even though, the book is in their language.
Written by their people.
Translated by their people.
And existed before Christianity..

So, how's that work?

Furthermore..
I ain't assuming nada..
It's fact..
Not fiction.

Actually..
I'm a russian born american..
However..
I didn't write 'my bibliography' in another language..
Then have future generations 'proclaim' I was English..
Despite the fact I was Russian.

Both religions are based from the same said book..
Yet if they wrote it; followed it; worship it..
What makes Christianity so righteous and not Judiasm?

..that may be true..
..but it certainly doesn't mean they didn't either..

Ainjel!
Three Meaningless Words..
I wrote dat one for you. :D

Thanx monkey boy. =D lol

Thanks. =]

This one is for Ainjel.
Who says I write too much depressing stuff.
=D