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Sun 01/27/08 11:59 PM
I Have recently Started to agtually talk to girls like thy are people seince the 5th grade and It seems hard to find a girl I have a lot in common with that I think is very attractive. and even so I end up being a freind which is fun but it seems wrong. I am sort of Intimidated by girls Who are pretty or look like grown women.

I want a freindly girl who likes.

Music by artist like, Timbaland,Linkin park , fall Out boy,techno music,80's pop and classic rock and gansta rap and such.

TV shows like CSI,Law and order,Mythbusters,Smash lab,Nip/Tuck,Psych,MTV cribs,Pimp my ride,Monk Etc.

Enjoys singing, Playing music, Hanging out,Making random videos,writing.

Collecting old records, turntables/vintage Items Etc.

LOVES movies.

Who is a Semi-Rocker/Punk girl but not really or even better a redhead (I love hot redheads with blue eyes) I'd play with their long hair for hours. love

Likes guys who are not typical (cool/Hot) guys but are nice/good guys. wont mind my height.(or lack of)

Who is a year or two younger than me or maybe two to one year older than me but doesnt look like a grown woman...



I was able to interact with a girl in my Engineering class but she wasnt at all what i would consider good looking but That would be a Professional/freind zone type of woman..

I am NOT looking for a girl as freinds which i feel is hurting me some I guess.. I have too many female "just freinds" already which are cute but I am shy around them now.. I just don't know what to talk about that a girl would wanna hear..

I'm too boring..yawn
I'm a basket case.. sad

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Fri 01/25/08 05:00 PM
What is normal.? huh

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Wed 01/23/08 05:41 PM
bigsmile

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Mon 01/21/08 06:32 PM
Owensboro kentucy in the house

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Mon 01/21/08 05:10 PM
because I am shy and refused to take freinds as an offer.

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Mon 01/21/08 03:55 PM
same here

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Sat 01/19/08 04:15 PM

im alot like you lilray even if im white. i have found alot of other race women i enjoy their personality and looks over my own race's quirks. even alot of black girls that if i had been closer to them i would have tried for a relationship.

but other than the fact you arent alone. im 19 and i dont get close enough to girls from first off either and always end up being friends with them. but thats what im here for. to get over the whole "hey, can i buy you a drink"(hypothetical) pick up lines that ive been using in the past at bars and the like.

We're Two peas in a pod! happy

I sure hope I find a way to get a girl who wants to be more than freinds. Being freinds is boring and unsatisfactory.

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Sat 01/19/08 04:12 PM
I like bassy sound happy

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Thu 01/17/08 03:27 PM
LMAO laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh

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Wed 01/16/08 09:46 PM
Edited by lilrayrayman on Wed 01/16/08 09:49 PM
I Am very attracted to girl outside my race ,Caucasian women In particular and my parent's think that that i should Be more open to the types of girls that would make a potential date.. I have seen a few mixed girls which I thought had attractive features. I just don't seem to be attracted to a black woman's body (big hips) and personality. (too talkative/parent kike.

I do like

Asian girls
Caucasians
some latinas
Some Bi-racial
Arabic
Indian

My parents tell me what white girls personalities change and that they will get you in trouble so I have to be more cautious if I persue these kinds of girls. I just like the way most white girls act. I mean theyre quiet like I am. Seem to share more things more in common eith me and such. I have never gotten to a girl enough to be more than freinds which I think is inhibiting me to find girls that I can have a solid connection with. I am almost 19 and I thought I'd at least meat someone who would say "yes" but it has not happened.

I am not an outgoing person I am too shy for that..


The reason why my parents tell me I need to like other kinds of girls besides white girls is that my father got accused of attemted rape 17 years ago,got out and had sex with a 14 year old white gil. and My cousin's got a white girlfreind and got her pregnant and she used to have an attitude problem and wouldnt let the mother of the cousin see th e baby. the girl changed for the better and started acting right.

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Wed 01/16/08 09:22 PM
I don't want to date a black girl si I'll avoid those.

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Sun 01/13/08 08:29 PM
Crazy frog. explode

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Fri 01/11/08 06:55 PM

When you're around them, live in the moment, try not to worry about things, just focus on the moment.


I'll do that.glasses

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Fri 01/11/08 06:54 PM

You should have got her number,you could of saved her $75.00laugh laugh


An extended paycheck and an extended organ LOL .laugh

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Fri 01/11/08 06:15 PM

Some people can't be friends with the opposite sex, others can.


I can but It seems like something is missing.

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Fri 01/11/08 06:13 PM
What's wrong with fine? happy

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Fri 01/11/08 05:13 PM

Being friends is the start to any great relationship.


It feels "cheesy" But there's no sex! I want to loose my virginity lol. noway

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Fri 01/11/08 05:05 PM
I am actively seeking a female to be my first girlfreind and my freinds keep telling to me to Hit it off with "new" girls as freinds and try to get used to being freinds with them and hanging out with them but I feel that being freinds with girls is "annoying" or "awkward" or simply not enough to satisfy me.

I like girls and everything but for some reason being freinds with girs seems "cheesy" or "cheap" to me especially seince I get butterflies in my stomach and I sense up around girls I find attractive. I keep thinking about opening up to them but I cant find something to say. or worse I keep thinking about sleeping with them. or loosing my virginity in a one night stand. Everytime I ask out a girl I get reljected or they want to "be freinds" or "get to know me" or "take it slow" or theier "busy" or they have a Boyfreind.

I am so frustrated! I just want someone to Be with/hangout and possibly sleep with.

My freinds keep tryting to set me up with Cute and freindly single girls and I tense up and try to avoid them or worse start "stuttering" or going "UUUUH" Or "Bu...Bu...Bu..."
And whenever they want to Hang out with me I try to get them to LEAVE or go away because I don't know how to talk to them or I find them to be "annoying" or not worth my time seince I can't go to bed with them or get a date from them.

I don't like to talk to girls or be seen with girls in front of my parents. I always try to avoid girls or other I know somehow when i am in a store because I feel embarrassed by them for some reason.


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Fri 01/11/08 04:47 PM
I know what you men, I hate being stuck to being just freinds with girls. I think being freinds with girls is kind of annoying after a while. I just want to date a white girl lol.

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Wed 01/02/08 08:10 PM
Make it rain- Fat joe Ft. Lil wayne. smokin